HAVE YOU DECIDED YET?

When I was a little kid, I wasn't aware of my choices, what it would turn out from them, neither stopped to think twice to make sure if I was 100% confortable with it.


With the years, we gather information, knowledge and wisdom, the 3 of these always remind us about the choices we have made in the past to tell us 'are you sure you want to go down that road again? last time didn't work out we'll or stuff like that. We become aware of the results our actions or choices give us, so we start to distrust ourselves and our 'doing capability', to the point where we just stop acting recklessly, think a lot of the possible consecuences we could get and just get stuck thinking 'should I?', 'am I going to get hurted?', 'what if it goes wrong?', 'am I really capable of it?', etc..


And there we are, stuck, standing on a path covered with thick fogg, where we can't see any further than 2 or 3 steps, wondering what to do. And until you get a torch or a flashlight, you won't be able to light the path and choose your next steps.


I've chosen God to be my light, because he knows the way and the goal way better than I do, and he doesn't wish bad things to happen to me, he wants me to succed, he loves me and will never let me go throught anything I can't go throught. If I trust him, he leads my feet, he tells me what my next step is. But there's war, between my thoughts and my beliefs, between my dreams and my fears, and they confuse me from time to time. Then, instea of taking action, I just wonder about future, sometimes I carry so much about it that I forget important things here in the present.


Now I've decided to live present likes there's no tomorrow, doing as much as I can for my family, friends, people around me. I no longer live for myself, my greatest  example in life is Jesus, and he didn't live for himself, he was focused on people, their needs and specially their hearts. I love missions and that's where I want to be used to bless others lives :)


I've decided to believe in God and to follow to his will over mine, I've decided to unconditionally the girl I love and want to marry someday, I've decided to give my life to serve others, I've decided to be part of the change God is making in this generation and also decided to share everything I know, think and feel with anybody.. and that's why you are reading this haha :)

Let the war begin

There's red flag, it means war, I better get ready. But what war is this? Is a war between my thoughts and beliefs, between who I am and who I should be.

Sometimes it's easier for me to express through written words. Sometimes songs, sometimes poems, sometimes it's just thoughts, all of them are a little piece of me, and then will all be here, flowing as I walk this path and fight this war inside me so I can see my victory on the outside.

It might inspire you, it might make you laugh or maybe just think, maybe throw up and get mad or maybe even taugh you something. But will see haha

So, enjoy! :) get to know me better, break into my mind and hopefully find a way to fight your own battles and wars :)